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[09 Dec 2005|10:15am]

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is my new journal.........

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[08 Dec 2005|03:18pm]
okay i have a new journal this one i was reading it and its all about corey and he is a hoe cheeeck it out

www.livejournal.com/users/OMG_PIRATE
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omg [08 Dec 2005|11:57am]
life is a bitch when you got bitches in it.
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[06 Dec 2005|02:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | the early november ]

OMG!!! haha i found this pic and this was taken when i lived in pa 

haha randy being a weirdo!!!

 

 

that was a few monthes ago this is him today his hair is hella short what did we do to it!! we chopped it all off..

 

he looks better with long hair.. sorry randy..

 

yeah just killing time befor i go with randy to my brothers concert.....!!!..

later!

 

 

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[04 Dec 2005|10:50pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | senses fail-one eight seven ]

It's so nice sitting very still,
in a room where no one else can feel the pain that breaks my heart each day, I'm not ok.
Sunlight shining through my window, let's me know that I'm still alive
Why did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool.
Paint my face in shades of blood and grey and take a seat right next to me
But I should've known that you were a killer.
But now I'm dead.

A gaping hole, shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
Shot from your tounge to end my life.
You're blowing at the fire to light your strife.

You'll never know, no, you'll never know.
The hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll never see the light of day.

A gaping hole shot...(shot through my heart)
A lost connection from your poison dart.
My head now spins and my ears bleed gold.
I try so fucking hard, but I can't fit your mold.

The hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll never see the light of day.
The hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll never see the light of day.

You ripped my heart out, you tore my eyes out, now you're gonna pay.
I'll stab you one time.
I'll eat your heart out so you feel my pain.
Don't you know that 
I always need you 
all of my days

I wanna kill you.
I wanna kill you now.
I'm insane.


You ripped my heart out 
You tore my heart out 
Now you're gonna pay 

I'll kill you one time 
I'll eat your heart out 
So you feel my pain 

Don't you know that 
I always see you 
In all of my dreams 

i wanted you to 
i wanted you to 
know my pain
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he is picture perfect.. and i look like shit [03 Dec 2005|10:53pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | alkaline trio-sorry about that ]

well i spent the day with randy he is my buddy we went shopping dyed his head a few times took  pictures except i only got one and im looking up!!! randy always takes the ones of me looking up.. he says that when i look the cutiest..yeah im in a huge jacket + a sweater i was freezing my ass off.

im blowing ethan a kiss

 randys kiss to ethen is so much bigger than mine :(

he cant help it he is a hopless romantic .. yeah those are cuffs on his arm i love hangin out with  the guy he like my big bro and all but being cuffed to him oh hell no..

 

he can only get love from his big red bull dog...

 

then after that we gave him a new hair style

 

 he didnt like it i didnt like it either so we then re-dyed his head and did his hair all over again then he had to change his out fit...  i call this his cowboy stand. what a LOSER! and this one is rock out randy!!

 

 

after picture fun we watched war of the worlds had a pop corn fight  then we watched house of wax i got scared so i called ethan but there was no answer.. then i said my goodbyes to randy and now im home and im about to go to bed..

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burger king bitch [01 Dec 2005|02:49pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

so today i went into my old work bk and saw tony ortizzle and jessica and sang and jeff and scott all the people i used to work with and they all trampled me like no other! im surprised im still alive and breathing. anyway my old manager Steve riley threw a rodeo cheese burger at me and called me a hoe for quitting then Amanda walked out from the walk in and jumped on me said omg its red!!!!(((that was my nickname red cuz muh hair))) but anyway amanda jumping on me wasnt the best feeling either.. i miss working there at bk but no hire backs allowed.. any way i went into the back and started singing i work at burger king makin flamed broiled whoppers i wear paper hats... blah blah and EVERYONE started singing. it was pretty dead too only 2 people out in the lobby and they were crackin up anyway tony ortizzle was like here i mad you a burger and i opened it cuz i didnt trust him and it was filled with mustard! omg mustard is DISCUSTING! then as i joke i went and clocked in my old number and it worked haha!!!!sorrells rachel emp#504 clocked in 1:52 pm haha wowzers! that was fuckin amazing!! then i went into the managers office and talked to steve he asked how living in pa was i said shitty blah blah then he asked where i worked now and tony shouted she works at togos!!! and she has night shift tomm night.. so now im expecting some of my ex co workers to go to togos tomm night but its cool then i got an icee and dranked it. i tried to eat an onion ring but i dont know it needed to be fresh and on slow days its hard to get fresh onion rings but then i talked to jessica we went to elementary school together but in elem school we hated each other until 4th grade but yeah saw her talk to her got big hugggs from everyone and now im at home and im about to go and get my pay check go to the bank then go to school then after school i think im going to the mall with damion yeeeep.. mucho love from the rachamabug!!! p.s i love ethan bitttches!!! and me n my mom are takin him out for dinner :)) she likes him.. thats a good thing.

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[30 Nov 2005|08:16pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | our lady peace ]

so this weekend im going to get my tat. its hecka bitchin im hecka nervous. damn. today i got my nails did and my eye brows waxed.. and i was driving and a bus almost hit me. and my mom talked to ethan and called him eye liner boy i felt bad but she is just showing love and it was funny at the same time.. and jess and i are ganna get plugs for our ears and do that crap when they guys are down.. i get paied tomm my check is fat... and i saw dr champion today retainer update for my pretty pretty smile... and i have to go play ddr at boomers with adrian and tony ortizzle.. we are playing eachother and ill be the champ. this be adrian

 

and this be tony ortizzle

 

and we are ganna rock ddr at boomers baby!!!

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just got home [28 Nov 2005|11:20pm]
[ mood | sick ]

i just got home from being out with tony we took a driiive and im hella sick and i was like pull over motherfucka and i puked on the side of the road.. HOW DISCUSTING! we were in the country so i had some lamas lookin at me like i was a bitch so i got in the car then tony said mommy lama is pissed you puked on her baby and i looked out the window and sure enough i puked on her kid so i took the bottle of water that i had and pored it on the animal then we took off and we went to the thing with some friends it was just us hanging out being retarted then i was like im sick and tony had to go to work so we split.

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today iam sick and i hate everything. [28 Nov 2005|04:44pm]
[ mood | sick ]

my pony tail

 

best guy friend cody on the left and my ethan on the riiight

 

nasty cell phone pic..my nose looks huge in pics..depressing.

fake a smile...

 

 

love love love love...

 

 

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[27 Nov 2005|01:37pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

 

im shocked playa!

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[26 Nov 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | zao ]

so today i got my hair done ill have pics up soon and i went to work now im planning a b day xmas suprize with jess for our guys cody and ethan..yeah anywho.. ummm i feel icky.. and tonight there is a show that nobody is going to and nothing elts is really going on..

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love love love [25 Nov 2005|08:42pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | the used ]

so this is what it is like... feeling those feelings of love.... 1st off i havent updated this in forever im not with corey anymore that was hard but im okay now...anyway lets see theres this one guy Ethan and i think he is opening my heart up to love because i never though id feel what love is after cor and i broke up.. but ethan he is fricken AMAZING i can say hell ya i love that guy he is truly outragously the best person alive... i heart him and i havent been able to say that in a long time. for those of you who know me knows that me and cor were together for 3 years... and i was crushed after what happened i moved with him to pa 3000 miles away from everything i know and actually love.. i thought i hated cali but omfg i love it so much more than pa.. for sure but but but anywwwwwaaaay long story short i built a wall up so no one could get in but ethan broke it down and im so in love i had these feelings befor what i thought was love wasnt anywhere close to this...

i love this guy!!!

<---- my ethan

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[29 Aug 2004|10:43am]

I'd like to close my eyes and go numb but there's a cold wind coming from the top of the highest high-rise today.
It's not a breeze 'cause it blows hard Yes and it wants me to discard the humanity I know, watch the warmth blow away.
Do you think I should adhere to that pressing new frontier? and leave in my wake a trail of fear
Or should I hold my head up high and throw a wrench in spokes by leaving the air behind me clear?
Don't let the world bring you down Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive experience the warmth before you grow old.

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[25 Aug 2004|02:49pm]

haha this is me fuckin around with my cam and what not

wooo thats me on the phone and yes i am talking on the phone to my love corey! haha

 

wooooo funny smile! haha i have no top lip!

wooo tounge

 

smile!

gerrr me no like you! haha

 

wooooo pictures are mighty fun fun fun........weeeeeeee!

 

haha im a loser j/k!

 

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[25 Aug 2004|12:23pm]
hahahaaaa
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ITS A BOY! [25 Aug 2004|11:37am]


WHOOO! MY SISTER JUST GOT HOEM FROM THE DOCTORS AND THEY SAID SHE IS GANAN HAVE A BABY BOY! AND HER DUE DATE IS DEC 30TH!!!
whohooo im ganna be an auntie!!!
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Muh ClAsSes FeR jUnIoR yEaR! [25 Aug 2004|09:49am]

1st period- spanish 2-davila-rm. 401

(im dropping this class)

2nd period- cp us history-vincent- rm. 76

3rd perriod- ib english 5/6-ferreira-rm. 54

4th period-lunch

5th period- human relations-pegarella-rm. 24

6th period- IB/AP psychology 1-brerton-rm. 7a

7th period- geom-o'neal-rm. crap no room number!oh no!

8th period-link crew-pegarella-rm. 24

 

yep! im dropping spanish so ill have no 1st period whoot!

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Its like rain on your wedding day... [24 Aug 2004|12:13pm]
She asked him if she was pretty,
He said no.
She asked him if she was in his
heart,
He said no.
She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever,
He said no.
She asked him if she walked away if he would
cry,
He said no.
As she begun to walk away,
tears in her eyes,
he grabbed her arm,
he held her back

He said...
You are not pretty, you are
beautiful
You are not in my heart, you ARE my
heart
I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you
forever
And baby if you walked away I wouldn't just
cry,
I would die.
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and will you.. [24 Aug 2004|11:32am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | taking back sunday ]

her lipstick,your collar.. don't bother love
I know exactly what goes on

When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, handsum
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...

Don't bother trying to explain love
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watchin him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker)
for a sweet talker

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
(the only thing I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back)
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
(why can't i feel anything for anyone other than you)
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
(why can't i feel anything for anyone other than you)
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know...

And all of this was all your fault
And all of this

(I stay jealous)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason, I
just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason, I
just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason, I
just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life!
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